This evening while I have been writhing in pain I decided it was time for a distraction… and knowing how long it has been since i’ve written on here I realised attempting to write a decent blog via a tumblr app on my phone just wouldn’t cut it.
My life is moving pretty fast these days. Well fast in some places and not fast enough in others :s
1. Me & the lovely boyfriend are moving to Leeds :D He’s being amazing & alongside preparing his return to student life and working full-time he’s managed to organise a mortgage and house viewings for our new & exciting life. I am very aware that without his brilliant ability to multi-task & his sheer dedication I would not have any where to live next year! I’m uber greatful for that him.
However, the downside to this is we are currently living apart until the move and I’m stuck with emails, text messages and phonecalls…The run up to Leeds is moving pretty fast. Run up to having him back not fast enough.
2. The reason I’m at home is because I’m writing my dissertation for my Ma. Now as we all know when you have a deadline you never have enough time and this time is definately moving to fast! I just can’t get into a decent flow with it and no matter what I write I’m not happy with it! Some how I need to force myself to find the motivation and succeed, otherwise I’ve wasted alot of money and time this year.
3. As already mentioned I’m writing this blog in an attempt to distract myself from this huge pain in my side! And when I say pain I mean it hurts to inhale, move, sleep, eat, stand, sit :s It’s beein narrowed down to problems with my Gall Bladder and despite the fact I spend most my evenings sobbing I have been put on an 8 week waiting list!?!
This time cannot move fast enough. FACT!
4. Finally (and don’t complain you didn’t have to read this far, this blog is entirely for me a chance to clear my head). I got a job! Well I have but I havn’t?!? I tell you in my opinion the application for the prison service is a little flawed, ok it doesn’t help that I’m majorly impatient!
I can’t help it I just can’t wait to start climbing those rungs on my career ladder! This job can create so many opportunities for me and what’s more I know I’m going to enjoy it! However, despite getting a placement I have no idea of my start date and so just find myself waiting for that infamous phonecall :s
I did a stupid thing the other day and looked on a forum full of other applicants, one bloke hadn’t started until 22months after his assessment day?!? I really don’t think I can wait that long, heres hoping it’s more like a month for me.
So basically if by some miracle someone did read this far, what I would like is if anyone happens to have a tardis outback, benard’s watch on your wrist or any other time travelling devices I’m waiting. I’m waiting for the exciting stuff to be sped up and the the scary/time consuming/boring stuff to be slowed down. Screw it just find someone else to do it for me :)
That is all.
Thanks xx
