It has been AGES since I’ve written vented on here and when I think about it. Honestly, not a lot has changed! As a result of this I’m finding myself constantly stuck in a state of awkward silence (if that is a state). In debt financially and emotionally and in the mean time remaining quietly thankful/guilt ridden until I have something I can return for their kindness. Basically at this moment in time I’m just a massive drain on the lives of those I consider most important to me.
And do you know what I’m blaming this whole job cut business; leaving me in a state of limbo for more than a year!?! As a result I’m having to settle for ‘experience’ and a far lesser salary :( Boo!
…Recently things seemed to have picked up pace once again with regards to my chosen career. But seriously STOP LEADING ME ON & SEND ME THE FREAKIN’ OFFER LETTER! I just know everything would be great again. Unfortunately money seems to make the world go round :s
Until then it looks like I’m going to have to remain a disappointment to him them. I just want this awkward silence to STOP.
